Everything has been a rollercoaster recently, and I think I’m unfortunately falling down from the high of the last two weeks. I feel like I’m going through the break-up again, only because now I need to learn how to create space between us. I loved spending all the time together recently; it was amazing to be so close and comfortable again. Now I feel lonely again… My sister stopped by last night and I’m glad she did so I could talk to her about everything I’ve been feeling. Although she’s younger, she is so wise.

I’m hoping that February will turn out to be a better month for me.